真是係R爆頭

Sunday, 8 August 2010

那麼多未準備好快樂的人。又有更多未準備好改變的人。
但這些人又最想世界令他快樂。也想去改變世界，及世界為他改變。
果日搭車返屋企果時，突然間覺得好多野真係騎呢。
呢個世間邊有咁筍的事情，呢其實。
同埋，很想得到人家的認同，但又不聽人家的意見。
係想人地拍你馬屁定點。
很想跟別人建立關係，但自己作為跟別人的關係的接觸點，個體模糊不清，底線在哪，分吋在哪，進退如何，全部斷估神經刀。又唔諗下你自己個人一堆七個一皮咁混亂你想人地點樣去接觸你呢。去了解你呢。
關係個基本，即係你本人，都咁薄咁虛一時又咁一時又敢，你想個關係建築起乜樣上面呢究竟。
你其實係咪好想人地愛你呢。咁你本人有咩咁愛able呢。
定話你根本冇真正將段關係承擔左起自己身上呀，如果唔係你點會將你自己咁重視既果段關係擺起咁牙煙既自己上面呢。
呢D係咪走精面。
近期係自己身上又發現，喂用左力唔代表唔係走精面喎。
用自己最習慣既方式待人處事，自己覺得安全舒服滿足，但人地係咪要呢D野係咪要咁多係咪要煎煮炒炸冰火施盡渾身解數。
有冇諗大左呀。鑽左牛角尖呀。放大左自己以為件事係點。
然後發現大部份人包括我自己都係起完全唔諗野同諗大左兩個極端竄。
你話呢個世界，真係唔「朽咁搞」都幾難。

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2 Responses to “真是係R爆頭”

Sandy writes:
No. 1 — August 9th, 2010 at 2:00 am
常聽見有人對別人說，我愛你緊你在乎你，但總是不去思考，對方要甚麼。真真叫人傷心透。
ML writes:
No. 2 — August 12th, 2010 at 1:43 am
人有幾多天拾起改變
人有幾多次堅定地向著前
不R爆頭不行這就是人

serial time killer

Please let him come, and give me the resilience & guts to make him respect me, be interested, and not to throw myself at him with loudness or hysterical yelling; calmly, gently, easy baby easy. He is probably strutting the backs among crocuses now with seven Scandinavian mistresses. And I sit, spiderlike, waiting, here, home; Penelope weaving webs of Webster, turning spindles of Tourneur. Oh, he is here; my black marauder; oh hungry hungry. I am so hungry for a big smashing creative burgeoning burdened love: I am here; I wait; and he plays on the banks of the river Cam like a casual faun.

Sylvia Plath (via pkam)

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In order to arrive at a personal style, you have to have a technique to begin with. In other words, when I say that style is a special case of technique, you have to have the technique — you have to have a place to make the choices from. If you don’t have a basis on which to make the choice, then you don’t have a style at all. You have a series of accidents.

“You practice and you get better. It’s very simple,” iconic composer Philip Glass famously said. A new NPR interview by his cousin,This American Life’s Ira Glass, gleans deeper insight into the philosophy and creative process of the modern genius. (via curiositycounts)

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